Hi, work today (I’m on lunch – and yes, I’m eating healthily – a hommus & salad sandwich). Maybe I’m just overtired, but I am finding it more difficult than normal to concentrate & focus on what I need to do while I’m here today. I’m pretty worried about what we’ll see when we try to take a look at you on Wednesday. Are you in the right spot? Have you got a head and a tail? What will they actually see?
I caught the bus and train to work today. I was originally planning on riding my bike again from this week (7 weeks after the operation) but all the things I’ve read on the internet and in books about exercise and what I’m allowed to do with you aren’t 100% clear. Apparently if I overheat for a long time this can be really bad for you, so I should limit myself to moderate exercise. Generally my daily commute over the Anzac and the Sydney Harbour Bridge takes a good 45 minutes each way and is a hard slog. There are a lot of hills. So I want to see how you are doing on Wednesday, then talk to the doctor about whether taking you on this daily journey is going to be ok. Hopefully it will be ok at least for a little while longer – I enjoy my daily ride. I’ve got an appointment with the GP on Monday. So, for the rest of this week I think I’ll walk home from the city to get some exercise.
Funny I was talking to your Dad yesterday about cycling, and he was surprised when I suggested it might be difficult for me to ride because my centre of balance will change. I guess he forgot that you are going to grow into a large round thing that protrudes from my mid-section. He’s really keen for you to come and join us but I suspect he severley underestimates the impact you’re going to have on our lives. A welcome impact, I should clarify, but I think it is going to be SO much bigger than he thinks. I suspect this cause he’s not always that understanding of other people & the way they deal with their children – sometimes he’s a little quick to judge or say, “we won’t do that”, when I think you can’t know the whole story & also what is happening for them. Perhaps thats just me being paranoid & judging him as a stereotypical boy. But I think that its just different. And maybe I’m being a bit oversensitive & over-the-top. Anyway, you’ll love him, he’s a great person & he’ll be an amazing dad. I’m a bit worried about you but you shouldn’t be. If you do come out with 4 legs and 3 arms – your Dad will come up with a special game just for you – I’m sure of it!
So. Lunch break over. Going to go and do some real work…
ps. my stomach was sore last night, I think it was your fault – please desist from whatever it was that you were doing. It felt like you were trying to climb out of my belly button. I did sleep better overall though so perhaps you’ll be better rested too and therefore gentler tonight.