Hello Little Pumpkin Pie,
so. It’s now the 27th of December, two days have passed since Christmas. Your fever broke on boxing day, and you seemed to be doing quite well today. Apart from the bit of a red rash that you got yesterday / on Christmas day. Which was just light and a little red, so we figured it was just maybe some food that maybe someone slipped you in passing on Christmas day, or just a reaction to the heat, to the humidity (it’s been around 100% and raining a lot for the past 4 days, highly unusual for this time of year but hot and sticky), or just ’cause you were tired. Or …
But. Another day on, and you’ve just had boob juice today as the rash was a little worse yesterday so we wanted to check. The rash is getting redder, brighter, bigger. And while you’re off the panadol, you seem a little unsettled. So hard to tell why though: it could be shock from when you rolled of the bed today onto the floor when I turned my back on you for a second when you were almost asleep on our bed (I felt like the worst mum on the planet, a feeling that actually got progressively worse for an hour or so after it happened after my immediate panic and caring for you had passed). Or it could be just that it’s been a very busy few days and whilst we’ve been trying to keep it a little quiet for you as you had an ear infection, it’s been hard to do that so there have been a lot of people about. Who knows? Maybe you have an opinion you could share with us if you could talk. Your signing isn’t quite up to it yet.
What your Dad and I do know is that we’ve decided to cancel our planned trip to Straddie (Stradbroke Island) for the next two days and take you to the doctor instead as we didn’t fancy two days on an island with limited medical facilities if there is in fact something wrong with you. And we figured that you’d only worked your way through about half of the antibiotics prescribed, so we couldn’t really stop giving them to you in case the ear infection wasn’t gone properly yet, but we couldn’t keep giving them to you as that might be the cause of the spreading rash.
So. We might just have a quiet time at home depending on what the doctor says.
Ah, the joys of being a new parent. 😉 I sigh. I love you but goodness, there is a lot to worry and think about. It’s all a bit stressful sometimes, but it just creeps up on you. All fine, all fine, then BOOM! Rash has got worse and it looks like you’ve got the pox and we’re feeling like bad parents again. I’m starting to get the picture that this is a common feeling of parenthood.
kisses and hugs to my little boopie baby